:::sanjay kothari:::

shotgirl

let's try to paint a picture of the night
the moon is out here and the world is inside
the stairway reeks of an ordinary night
insanity or vanity it's time to decide

shotgirl, like a shotgun boom
timebomb ticking this side of the room
i'm just looking for something to do
bodies everywhere, barely not bare

i'm still there, on a threat or a dare
dying like a breeze through poisonous air
so many things that they don't understand
don't think it's all about being a man

it's not about the world on a plate
oh no, i wouldn't even want it if i could
it's all about the girl

drinks are beings spilled, as i calmly standby
i wonder how i seem to the average eye
i wonder if you'd think that i'm an average guy
smoke with my left, and i jerk with my right

all the good deeds in the room go astray
shotgirl sees em from a mile away
i wonder what she'd do if i told her today
it's not my fault that she went that way

shotgirl is buried in a backyard grave
along with another few blondes her age
i don't give in and i don't give away
and i'm a man so i gotta play it safe

it's not about the world on a plate
oh, no i wouldn't even want it if i could
it's all about the girl
shotgirl
oh, no i wouldn't even want it if i could